You r not worth a Single Penny in the future

I just returned from the office at 6 in the evening only to get a little shocked by what the watchman said “They just took the fuse off in the afternoon, as the Electricity bills for your flat were pending from the last 2 months”. ” Your flat has no power” he finished it. I knew that was true.. and it was a repercussion of being a  lazy ass… I generally pay the bill for 2 months at once.. I forgot to do it this time…

The  interesting fact is, when i went to the fuse call office to get my fuse back,
I said, “The system has got enuf with it.. My PAN no… my account no..driving license.. all shit.  They can  just get the money deducted. .I cant come here all time for paying bills”  And instantly came the reply “Its going to happen in 6 months from now”.

The executive at the office added ” You shall be holding a card related to your bank account, and once the reading is taken at your house by the representative, you would be given a bill, in other words the amount that shall be deducted from your bank account.  That would end all this”.

I think there is tooooo much to read between the lines here.  If money is deducted/added automatically, u wouldnt touch it the way u frequently used to all these days..  Cash in some sense is more of a value rather than material for trade. This is and old understanding.  But such Cash today is becoming only a logical value or a notional value for getting works done. Thats the real change.

And this change is not to be misunderstood with the e-way of trading money. There is a difference or an understanding ought to be penned. E-way of handling money was the root of looking at it as a notional value.  However if all streams of  life  refer to money as  only a notional value , then the real  question that would arise is ,  DO WE NEED MONEY?

To illustrate what i mean, Say your employer pays you 30 k online per month , you pay your land lord 5k online, your govt cuts 5k online for power,tax, gas,loans… you buy vegetables, tshirts, books  on debit cards for 5k in the month… And then the month ends without u touching even a single note of money.

Its just a value imprinted on your face that makes people around you believe that you are worth for being delivered some service. And thats how your life  is going on..

If that be the case, why cant each one of us believe that we could work for all the others, for they too work for us- work on belief and the life goes on.. and u could miss the aura of money.. . May be some would say u could get rid of the dirty money….

U couldwrite it off  as too farfetched a thought, but i believe that there would soon be a day when people would ask you whats your  monthly value and you would say… “Im rated at 20k base points and i make a few more bonus points based on my performance”

Ekanta Syndrome

I thought i should finally come back to the blog that i started long long time back, i feel this would drive away atleast the ekanta if not the syndrome within me, as i would find my innerself here…

The days passed like quick and sharp rattling sounds made by waves dashing the shore stones at the beach in my hometown vizag….

Days! – similar to those waves – are so fast, everchanging, showing me the highs and lows of life, so much the same in their shape from the rise to the fall, but so much different in their exhibiting varying amplitudes of emotions.

After all these days there is one thing that i have accrued upon myself. True Ekanta.. Lonliness once and for all.. I even dont feel like talking to my neighbor in the apartment. I type more to my friends than I talk to them..

I accept this to be the post where i could pen so many personally personal things which include..

Accident i had met with… Toothaches on powercut nights.. Those lonely train and bus journeys from home.. In all those hours that I talked to myself about the righteousness of such Ekanta… I had only one answer ,rather a question – “There is someone else you are expressing yourself to, your mind wouldnt generate a thought if it knows there is no scope for it. Isnt it?”

And once I know who that is – Im not in Ekanta.. Am I??

And knowing yourself completely is almost the most toughest thing. Isnt it??

Atleast because we all pass away the day making judgements about other systems although statments about self are made but only as extensions of self proclamations, imaginations, beliefs and wishes. So how do i deal with all these???

Another question left unanswered.. So here i keep entering into paradoxes.. The more i try to ask questions.. the more they arise… The less i try to ask myself.. the least i shall know about Ekanta..

So Ekanta is the true self sytem that is enticing me at the moment, so much so – that i enter a syndrome

EKANTA SYNDROME

- Its not a disorder, Its the search for the inner order..

Value addition from may 08 – dec 08

Now then i was literally struggggggling from the last 2 to 3 months put down any info i gained as a part of value addition.

Reasons are conspicious though not be mentioned.

Past week i was surfing this amazing site called compareindia. com This brings to you all the info regarding all the objects that u wanna buy… call it a digi cam or a washin machine or a bike. makes ur shopping real simple..

Coming to some serious stuff i was going thru one of the reasons why the word ” minorities” had been added in indian constitution. It really took me off with the way the word had been used over the past 3 decades.

There were a lot of people whose bloodline was half foreign(british) and half indian. Hence after the independence when the british left our nation, we felt a need to respect this bloodline and called them Anglo-indians, and provided a recognition to them by calling them a minority…. and thus the word took off..

The constitution of india declares a freedom to worship… in otherwords a freedom to choose..follow and preach a religion of my own. However if u call a muslim or a christian a minority it is a clear contradiction to the freedom of worship. On one hand when u allow a race to proliferate by allowing it to preach.. transcend its philosophies to the coming generations…u also call them a minority saying that they deserve recognition….This then would be basically favouring a particular section of public for hidden motives.

Minority can never be with respect to just a number. There has to be solid reason as to why some one is lesser … and lesser shud be used more in terms of freedom for exercising rights.

Mysteries which GOD could never understand…..

Everytime i search for something using the internet, i discover something that is more worrying to me than suprising….

I cant have graphical display of concentric circles rotating, but yes we will have to go back in time…

Prophet Muhhamed was the founder of Islam(as quoted by wikipedia) and if yes, it means that there was no Islam before Prophet Muhhamed and if at all there existed any religion, it had to be something other than Islam.

This wise and well recognised prophet lived around 600 A.D and made a statement saying ” I am a prophet and messenger of God, in the same vein as Adam, Noah, Abhrahm, Moses, David and JESUS. “

If all the muslims in the world are so damn worried about strictly following their Prophet then why cant they appreciate Jesus as one of the prophets and respect his teachings which are an intergral part of Bible?

Now Quran which was again made during the time of the prophet labelled Adam as the first prophet sent by god.

Now the very subtle question that puzzles me is, ‘ If there is no religion itself, how can you draw characters in Islam saying Adam was the first prophet of God?’

If we believe Adam never knew what Islam was, then he never followed Islam and still preached good for the people as a messenger of God and a prophet. People lived with the prophecies about ‘good and bad of life’ by Adam and others without even hearing the name of Religion. This means that the teachings of God were always there immaterial of the existence of Islam. Then is Islam cooked up by the prophet or GOD forgot to deliver it to the people until Prophet was born so that people could atleast live peacfully without suicide bombers in the name of Islam??

The fact of the matter is a group of fanatics labelled and fooled people like us in the name of religion what GOD himself never knew. Let me not put in the consequences of such dangerous Religion because english falls short of sad words to describe them.

For people who think Iam anti-Islamic, the answer is ‘NO‘, rather iam anti-religionist but still a true theist. It is not the principle of God, but propechies of his so called human disciples that made the world a disaster.

It is not the GOD but the religion that made all the chaos. I doubt if GOD ever knew what this religion was, for it would be an eternal mystery for him to understand the RELIGION.

P.S : The above article is not intended to criticize the feelings of anyone.

Comments are eagerly awaited.

Tomorrow never dies.. Its u who is going to.

” U have to start from somewhere and with something” said one of my frnds a couple of days back and he was right. There was a lot of hue and cry amongst the chimneys of this college when the cigarettes were banned in the student club. If you asked people at random, if banning of cigarettes was right.. They would say..

” Nonsense.. who are you to say what i got to do ?”

” Its a mistake.. SAC looks deserted and the shopkeeper earns no money now..”

” Its right.. u have no right to harm others..”

Moderates like me would say ” its not right inside the college.. but in SAC i hope its ones own prerogative to do what they wish to..” I was talking to my brother the last nite regarding general college stuff and mentioned this latest news. He asked a question that greatly quizzed my notions. He said ” Can any smoker for sure say if cigarettes are not destroying him (I am not very sure of gal-smokers in my college)?”

I had no answers for that question. After all, its something you have to leave to stay peacefully. You cant expect a healthy cigarfull, suttafull life of 80 years. The quicker you get rid of it the better.

For people who believe that they wont smoke their life out, ask the others who smoked their entire life if they hadnt thought on your lines years ago.

But there would be highly appreciable people who could ask ” Why are the bikes which emit CO not banned in college? ” The truth of the matter is that certain commodities make your life better and the rest make you feel that that your life is better. If bikes are the former class then cigarettes pertain to the latter. Its not about the CO but the time that you save by using bikes that matters. It is pretty obvious that bikes make you time efficient and cigarettes make you life deficient.

So its just the matter of time, for to to give up smoking and once you decide to..” U have to start from somewhere and with something” .