My Suicide Note

SUICIDE NOTE

Many on the streets and some in the castles,

While the bourgeois wonders why and why?

Many are crying while a few are smiling,

Did I ever have an answer that can alleviate all crying.

 

 

On a day when his cognizance is ruling,

On the eve of his wisdom flourishing,

What and Why is the man counting,

Only to realise that he is suffering!!!!

 

 

Like a Tiger in the Jungle I ruled,

Like a sheep in the herd I followed,

Like a Dolphin in the shark, I acted,

Only to learn that I was never myself!!!

 

 

Called Life a mystery that I made,

Made so much love that never lasted,

Created all epics that never repeated,

In such solitude I wonder if  I am not defeated!!!!

 

 

Dreaming the future that always made me scared,

Never stopped thinking the past, that always haunted,

Why and why did I marry the yester and the future,

And found no time to live in the present and create a culture!!!

 

 

I created the Oracles, I wrote the stories,

I made the Devils, and dare I made the God!!

I created my life and I killed it,

Long Long before I ever knew it!!!

 

 

For this is not a suicide note,

As there never existed- ‘The life I wanted’,

If this can take me a step ahead,

I don’t bother which way the road goes!!!!

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